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Sunday, September 4th, 2005
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Every Girl's Dream.
1. Get kissed in the rain.
2. Have that one hott kiss where your pressed against the wall.
3. Have a guy that thinks you're the world.
4. Have a guy that holds on as long as possible when giving hugs.
5. A boy that whispers 'he loves you' in your ear.
6. Have that moment where you just gaze into each other's eyes.
7. When you cry, he kisses your tears away.
8. When you're not with your guy he's all that you can think about.
9. Wearing his jacket and everytime you breathe in, his scent surrounds you.
10. A guy who will watch any movie with you, no matter how teary eyed you may get.
11. A guy who squeezes your hand.
12. A boy that says 'he loves you' and means it.
13. A guy that will play your favorite song outside your window.
14. A guy who is loyal.
15. A guy that will sing to you no matter how bad he is at it.
16. A guy that will kiss you on the forehead.
17. A guy that will call you beautiful or adorable...not hot, fine, or sexy.
18. A guy that will never judge you for how you look.
19. A boy that says cheezy stuff to you just to make u smile.
20. A boy that is the same when he is with you and when with friends.
21. A boy that tells you everything honestly.
22. A boy that is good with your family and introduces you to his family.
23. A guy that will always let you win.
24. A guy who stands up for you no matter who it is against.
25. A guy who calls you at night just to say 'hi' and see how your day has been.
26. A boy who tells you that your smile makes his day and makes everything better.
27. A boy who will sit on the phone with you when you're sad, even if you're quiet.
28. A boy who you can hangout and have fun with.
29. A boy that will just randonmly call you for no reason at all, just because he missed you.
30. A guy who will hold your hand through the roughest parts of life.
31. A guy who would love you forever no matter the circumstance.
32. A guy who wouldn't mind you wanting to get all dressed up and do your make up for him. Even if he says he likes you better without make up.
33. A guy who you can be yourself with and he will never give a care and would still tell you that you are amazing to him.
34. A guy who runs his fingers through your hair, like he's washing your worries/troubles away.
Girls: If this is what you want, repost
Boys: If you would do these things, repost and reply to the girl to let her know
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Wednesday, August 24th, 2005
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life is life it's great because there are so many angles of looking at things in life you will indeed be dealt with things you only grow from things your inner self your soul only sets you apart ok all honesty i can't stop laughing right now im not a mean morsel, i swear can you say oblivous ok maybe thats not the right word maybe harsh whatever it seems people can just be out of touch i don't care how much you say you are you say it was nice getting to know me better, buddy you don't know me that is clear im sorry but you don't there's alot about my life you can not even grasp you have little info i in all honesty have given you little but you have your right to your judgments they may not be true(there not) and geeze wiz you think you're the only one with stuff going on ummm ya i think not like i said im not trying to be mean but do you hear where im coming from do you really or do you just say you do im not exactly looking i know better than not to hang out as friends first i don't see how things can work out if you don't at least do that, but one needs to let emotions and feelings out rather complete or not one needs to be strong and look outside of what they have there mind set to, aren't you failing yourself if you don't do that
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Monday, January 3rd, 2005
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damn mother fucking shyness i fucking hate being so shy and quiet all the time it's time to fucking just let go and not be so scared fuck im sick of going to shows and hardly talking to people im not a bitch but im afraid people might assume i am because im quiet but im really just shy i wish i had more fucking friends in the scene oh and you know what i realy want to do i want to start a band and be the singer HA it would help if i could get over my shyness
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you know who the killer is you work at petsmart in shit hole gurnee if your out there do you have a name
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Sunday, October 10th, 2004
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im so fucking pissed i need people to go to shows with. I fucking had to leave the merauder show early, so my stupid friend could go get fucking drunk at a stupid camp out, thats fucking stupid. would she have told me we were going to leave that fucking early i would have drove by myself.
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Friday, August 27th, 2004
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LAYER ONE:
-- name: stephanie
-- birthplace: waukeagan illinois
-- current Location: chicago/wadsworth
-- eye color: ummm hazel i guess depends
-- hair color: reddish brown
-- height: 5"9
-- righty or lefty: righty
-- zodiac sign: sagittarius
LAYER TWO:
-- your heritage: ukranian,german,irish,russian
-- the shoes you wore today: converse
--your fears: fearless haha
-- your perfect pizza: garbage
-- goal you'd like to achieve: to be me and only me
LAYER THREE:
-- your most overused phrase on AIM: peach
-- your thoughts first waking up: waking up? grrrrr
-- your bedtime: usually around 11-2
-- your favorite memory: undecided
LAYER FOUR:
-- pepsi or coke: pepsi
-- mcdonald's or burger king: yuck i say pita inn haha
-- single or group dates: single or both
-- adidas or nike: niether
-- lipton ice tea or nestea: fresh brewed haha
-- chocolate or vanilla: chocolate
-- cappuccino or coffee: both
LAYER FIVE:
-- smoke: xxx
-- cuss: sometimes
-- sing: haha
-- take a shower everyday: ya ewww
-- have a crush: i think so.....
-- do you think you've been in love: no
-- want to go to college: columbia in chicago
-- high school: wths
-- want to get married: ya
-- believe in yourself: for the most part haha ya
-- get motion sickness: nope
-- think you're attractive:.......
-- think you're a health freak: haha i wish
-- get along with your parent(s): i love them for the most part
-- like thunderstorms: haha love them
-- play an instrument: hmm no
LAYER SIX:
in the past month...
-- drank alcohol: xxx
-- smoked: xxx
-- done a drug: xxx
-- gone on a date: ya
-- gone to the mall: yep
-- eaten an entire box of oreos: no
-- eaten sushi: yep haha
-- been on stage: hahaha yup
-- been dumped: no
-- gone skating: yup hehe and know i did not fall on my ass haha
-- made homemade cookies: ya
-- gone skinnydipping: no
-- dyed your hair: yup and dying it tomorrow
-- stolen anything: a heart that i crushed
LAYER SEVEN:
ever...
-- played a game that required removal of clothing: NO
-- if so, was it mixed company:
-- been trashed or extremely intoxicated: xxx
-- been caught "doing something": no
-- been called a tease: a heart breaker sorry
-- gotten beaten up: i do the beaten up
-- shoplifted: a pack of gum at age 8
LAYER EIGHT:
-- age you hope to be married: depends
-- numbers and names of children: no clue
-- describe your dream wedding: ummmmmmmmmm
-- how do you want to die: happy but bitter haha ya im weird
-- what do you want to be when you grow up: content
-- what country would you most like to visit:every country
LAYER NINE:
in a significant other...
-- best eye color? brown
-- best hair color? dark brown
-- short or long hair: depends
-- height: taller
-- best weight: im not picky
-- best articles of clothing:
-- best first date location: fucking give me a break
-- best first kiss location: haha
LAYER TEN:
-- # of drugs taken illegally: xxx
-- # of people i could trust with my life: very few
-- # of CDs that i own: who knows
-- # of tattoos:??????????????????????
-- # of scars on my body: many including one on my heart
{x} current clothes: dead to fall shirt and sweats
{x} current mood:haha awwwwwwwwwww
{x} current taste: coffee
{x} current hair: :messy
{x} current annoyance: filling this out
{x} current smell:
x} current desktop picture: ummmmmmmm
{x} current book: inside the twenties
{x} current refreshment: coffee
{x} current worry:...............
{x} current favorite celebrity: man i really don't know that answer
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it's uneasy that i find myself having issues with trusting people i trust my family certain people more so than others i know i can trust my brother,i know i can talk to him about anything and that he will always be there for me he has defintly proved that(i love you charlie) even with friends of mine my good friends i know i can trust but then some "friends" im just not sure that i can the feeling that i can turn around and i'll get stabbed in the back
in others news i started college i like my classes so thats good and im running into familar faces.........so much for thinking you get butterflies when you first meet someone i got butterflies the other day and i've known the person for years
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i truely just want to be happy i don't know what i want anymore i want things to be all peachy but that will never happen i want things not to be confusing i don't know whats going on i don't know how i feel i can say i don't care try to brush it off but thats wrong to do i need to figure things out but today im happy and i have one to thank for that i guess even though hehe there mixed up with this mess i call my life
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Saturday, February 14th, 2004
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i've been a stress case lately but not anymore things are what they are people are who they are if they want to be idiots fine by me just don't talk to me, lol so things are going good though i still find my self crushing on this one particular person i don't know what it is about this person the jello feeling just won't leave when i see him haha last time i saw him i could not stop laughing hehe why does he do this to me man what is it about him ya ya he's all cute but it's more than that when i first talked to him he just seemed so interesting then hanging out with him though i probably didn't seem all that interested i truely was but what is....is, if you in question by chance read this happy v day to you i wish you could have been my valentine..............it other news i finally finished working on this song i wrote called "kharasmatic fool"i even decided to see how it sounds and i now in result have a sore throat
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Saturday, February 7th, 2004
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everything seems to be a waste, a wasted mile , a wasted breath, wasted words,wasted thoughts, wasted tears, wasted regrets, wasted everything
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Saturday, January 24th, 2004
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Saturday, January 3rd, 2004
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why do things have to be so god damn messed up why cant things go good seriously i am so sick of all the bull shit going on in my life right now i'm totally on edge right now one moment all is good the next it's all messed up and idiot guys in my life right now don't even get me started im not talking about all but some guys are plain good for nothing a hole wusses and then there are some that i wish i hung out with more
what i find odd new years eve night my friend and hi had to go pick up stuff for my friends party and on the way there was a kfc with a sign saying now hiring smiling faces i seriously could not stop laughing why i have no clue why i had to bite my finger to stop
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Saturday, December 27th, 2003
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| Time: | 9:36 pm. |
| Mood: |  geeky. | | Music: | tear it up. |
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LAYER ONE:
-- name: stephanie
-- birthplace: waukeagan illinois
-- current Location: chicago/wadsworth
-- eye color: ummm hazel i guess depends
-- hair color: reddish brown
-- height: 5"9
-- righty or lefty: righty
-- zodiac sign: sagittarius
LAYER TWO:
-- your heritage: ukranian,german,irish,russian
-- the shoes you wore today: converse
--your fears: fearless haha
-- your perfect pizza: vegan cheese mushrooms onions and green peppers
-- goal you'd like to achieve: to be me and only me
LAYER THREE:
-- your most overused phrase on AIM: peach
-- your thoughts first waking up: waking up? grrrrr
-- your bedtime: usually around 11-2
-- your favorite memory: undecided
LAYER FOUR:
-- pepsi or coke: pepsi
-- mcdonald's or burger king: yuck i say pita inn haha
-- single or group dates: single or both
-- adidas or nike: niether
-- lipton ice tea or nestea: fresh brewed haha
-- chocolate or vanilla: chocolate
-- cappuccino or coffee: both
LAYER FIVE:
-- smoke: xxx
-- cuss: yep
-- sing: haha
-- take a shower everyday: ya ewww
-- have a crush: ummm hmmm ya
-- do you think you've been in love: no
-- want to go to college: hell ya MIAD here i come
-- high school: wths
-- want to get married: ya
-- believe in yourself: for the most part haha ya
-- get motion sickness: nope
-- think you're attractive:.......
-- think you're a health freak: haha i wish
-- get along with your parent(s): i love them for the most part
-- like thunderstorms: haha love them
-- play an instrument: hmm no
LAYER SIX:
in the past month...
-- drank alcohol: xxx
-- smoked: xxx
-- done a drug: xxx
-- gone on a date: ya
-- gone to the mall: yep
-- eaten an entire box of oreos: no
-- eaten sushi: yep haha
-- been on stage: hahaha yup
-- been dumped: don't get me started
-- gone skating: yup hehe and know i did not fall on my ass haha
-- made homemade cookies: ya
-- gone skinnydipping: no
-- dyed your hair: yup and dying it tomorrow
-- stolen anything: a heart that i crushed
LAYER SEVEN:
ever...
-- played a game that required removal of clothing: rephrase the question
-- if so, was it mixed company:
-- been trashed or extremely intoxicated: xxx
-- been caught "doing something": no
-- been called a tease: a heart breaker sorry
-- gotten beaten up: i do the beaten up
-- shoplifted: a pack of gum at age 8
LAYER EIGHT:
-- age you hope to be married: depends
-- numbers and names of children: no clue
-- describe your dream wedding: ummmmmmmmmm
-- how do you want to die: happy but bitter haha ya im weird
-- what do you want to be when you grow up: content
-- what country would you most like to visit:every country
LAYER NINE:
in a significant other...
-- best eye color? brown
-- best hair color? dark brown
-- short or long hair: depends
-- height: taller
-- best weight: im not picky
-- best articles of clothing: none haha joking i don't know
-- best first date location: fucking give me a break
-- best first kiss location: haha
LAYER TEN:
-- # of drugs taken illegally: xxx
-- # of people i could trust with my life: not sure
-- # of CDs that i own: who knows
-- # of tattoos: haha working on that i will have 3-5 this time next year sorry mom
-- # of scars on my body: many including one on my heart
{x} current clothes: dead to fall shirt and sweats
{x} current mood:haha awwwwwwwwwww
{x} current taste: coffee
{x} current hair: :messy but cute hehe
{x} current annoyance: you know who you are but i "luv" ya and your realize you love me as well
{x} current smell:
x} current desktop picture: ummmmmmmm
{x} current book: inside the twenties
{x} current refreshment: coffee
{x} current worry:ummmmmm hmmmmmmm
{x} current favorite celebrity: man i really don't know that answer
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Friday, December 26th, 2003
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i have decided that i fucking need a outlet and why not use live journal so everything i have been fucking writing lately and everything i've been fucking thinking about is going on my journal for now on haha this could be a sweet ass good thing and it can be a sour bad thing but oh well and if i offend anyone by what i say if it's perhaps about them oh well what can i do i guess your my muse
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Sunday, December 14th, 2003
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"TEARS"
THESE TEARS I CRY
THESE TEARS OF PAIN
THESE TEARS YOU CAUSED
THESE TEARS DRIED OUT
THESE TAERS NO MORE
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discontent.
confused.
and giddy watch out.
kinda.